THE TRUE IS GO(O)D...

“Pull back, it is not your business anymore”, she clearly heard the voice inside of her heart who gently tried to push her on a different path, an unknown path which was “less traveled by, but has made all the difference”(sorry mr. robert lee frost). She briefly resisted: it was so easy to just fall into this self pitty again and feel unworthy and not recognized. “But how should people know that it was acutally me to the same time? That I have created the choreograhpy as well? This is not fair!”

“So what do you reckon? Walking around and telling everyone how great you are? Is this, the opinion of others, so important for you? Really?”

“But how shall they know?”

“Don't I see your heart and you satisfy me? Stay humble and I will elevate you in the right timing.”

Sophie fell back on the chair in her room. Her heart was crumbling. Would she stay and wait and trust Him as she usually does?

“Yes, Lord, I trust you.”

“I told you, you run your own race, there is no one in front of you or next to you. It is just you and me. Fix your eyes on the prize and don't give up”

I guess, many times we are so interupted with other people's blessings that we don't see what is in front of us - we have fear of missing out, of not beeing at the right time at the right spot to pick up our little present and reap what eventually others have sown anyway.

But is that the passion which should drive us? Isn't it the satisfaction itself without the reward, without the trophy in the end? The good word of another person? Shouldn't it be the drive inside of us to do things regardless just of the sake of doing them?

I guess when we do it and stay faithful and true to ourselves and we do not depend on other people's comments, we will rise up in our own confidence so much that we know, what we know, what we always have known:

There is only one person in your life ever who knows you by heart and knows your heart altogether. Isn't this amazing?

It's not your partner, your grandma or your parents, your friends, your family or Dr. Hope.

It's the King of Glory who brings out the glory within you - for all to see.

Waiting inbetween- inbetween waiting

The body moves, the heart follows, the spirit drives.

To have it all, three things moving to the same time in the right direction: awesome!

But this is rare.

We are usually waiting for something: waiting for the husband to come home, waiting for the appointment at the Doctor's, waiting for our friends to decide whether to spend time with us or not.

Waiting for a book to get published,

waiting for an answer to an audition or waiting for

Mr Right to finally enter our life!

Life seems to be a long waiting period- often in stand by mode.

What can we do to change the space inbetween waiting to not just waiting inbetween?

You have done everything you could possibly do? Do you believe you were supposed to do what you have done? And now you wish to see your dreams come to pass?

Then sit back and relax.

Read a good book. Help your mum painting the kitchen, bake some christmas cookies for your friends, visit your grandparents you haven't seen for ages.

Take the dog for a walk in the bush, enjoy the last flowers of the year.

Stretch your face into the sun and let the shafts of sunlight tiggle your nose.

Relax and say: Thank you, Abba, for bringing it to pass! For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it certainly come and will not delay. (Habakkuk 2:3)

Don't get busy with new plans, new dreams, new visions- in case the others don't work out.

Sit in His presence, dwell in Him and listen to His heartbeat and hear His voice whispering: 

                            

                          YOU ARE NOT RUNNING OUT OF TIME !!!